trouble, i fear. everywhere i turn im starting to see Yamadutas... i know this is because of my degraded
consciousness... the question i guess i have is if not a blade of grass moves without the will of Krsna and if
a vaishnava doesnt fear going to hell, if somehow or other i AM in hell now, because of past transgressions, i.e.
sins, some abominable in all but the most fallens eyes, then shouldnt i just surrender, cut my losses, accept my
karmic reward and accept that i deserve punishment, i.e. degraded, demoniac living conditions...??? im very
confused just now and getting scared... please help...
Hare Krsna,
a very fallen jiva
consciousness... the question i guess i have is if not a blade of grass moves without the will of Krsna and if
a vaishnava doesnt fear going to hell, if somehow or other i AM in hell now, because of past transgressions, i.e.
sins, some abominable in all but the most fallens eyes, then shouldnt i just surrender, cut my losses, accept my
karmic reward and accept that i deserve punishment, i.e. degraded, demoniac living conditions...??? im very
confused just now and getting scared... please help...
Hare Krsna,
a very fallen jiva
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Re: Somehow im in really deep...
Thu, March 20, 2008 - 3:56 PMdoesn't matter if you are in the highest material heaven or most degraded material hell, just take association of sad guru and surrender to process of bhakti yoga, and he will quickly lift you to your true constitution. -
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Re: Somehow im in really deep...
Fri, March 21, 2008 - 8:57 AMmy environment seems to be affecting my process as of now... surrounded by energies that enable my self destructive behaviour patterns... the biggest reason im trying to leave my current environment behind me... that's why im praying to Lord and Guru to raise me up... the spirtual master saves the wayward disciple from his self... that's what im in need of right now... -
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Re: Somehow im in really deep...
Sun, March 23, 2008 - 10:36 AMMy advise is to get some good association. Krsna has revealed to you that you need some change, now do it. Things may not work out as you plan, but because you are endeavoring for you spiritual life, Krsna will reciprocate. -
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Re: Somehow im in really deep...
Mon, March 24, 2008 - 4:14 PMWe have been told from very bonafide source that association is everything. If we associate with very worldly minded people, we shall be worldly minded. But if we associate with qualified vaisnavas, they can give everything and soon all aparadhas quickly disappear and taste in name comes and also perfection. -
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Re: Somehow im in really deep...
Sat, March 29, 2008 - 8:28 AMwww.dandavats.com/
This is neat. Krsna conscious utube. I especially like the Prabhupada interviews.
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